Here we are without a wedding. Yesterday should have been kays and R’s wedding day. How do I know? my cell phone went off last night and told me so! How ironic! But that wasn’t the only alarm. I have known for a month the wedding is off. The bride was found getting physical with her physical therapist you know what I mean really physical. She was given an chance to redeem herself and that didn’t happen so the wedding is off. The wedding rings were returned , the caterer cancelled. the money’s retuned, relatives notified. The bride tried to committ suicide over her guilt & grief, unsucessfully thank god but theres a long road of recovery to go for all of us. I find myself mourning, mourning th loss for my son. mourning the loss of 6 years of a relationship for both of them. mourning the loss of a daughter for me. This has become a time of recovery for all of us . The bright light out of all of is has been the planned honeymoon. it has been paid for. some of it is un refundable and both my sons are going on the honeymoon. It will be the rfirst time they will be out of the country. That is a cool thing. They will have some wonderful brotherly bonding time and have a great time seeing some eourpean countryside.
Yes life will go on. Relationships will die like seasonal flowers, some will die and others will begin and fourish while others struggle to survive. But in the end tomorrow will be another day. Another morning….
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